My first kiss went a little like this...

"Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"

No it fucking ain't! I used to agree with the above but right now I'm not so sure. I'd rather not give a damn, like some people can (ryhme).

So excited that a friend suggested I join him to see a band tomorrow night in Birmingham. Gonna get some jazzy gear on and enjoy drinks, smokes, music, dancing and pushing up against some sweaty, sticky people. Gonna be electric.

Worcester on Monday, Malvern on Friday and then I'm off to Nottingham with Flicky to see our friends at their Uni and get away from this town. All round, autumn has started good.

Summers over and it's getting chilly, but I think it's still just about warm enough to strip off and run around? Maybe.

Always like this

I'm writing this really late again cos I'm still finding it hard to sleep! I'm currently sitting on my bed listening to Royworld in someone else's cardigan but feeling pretty good. Decided to wait until next year to go to uni cos getting everything ready in just a week proved too hard. I don't wanna go unprepared.

Instead I'm visiting all those people I love that have gone to uni and have a few things planned for this year. I am especially looking forward to Paris<3

I've had to accept summer is over and have ordered lots of nice, warm stuff to wear from Topshop. Getting my hair cut and my tattoo soon, lovely :)

Recovered from a nasty virus thanks to lots of love from Mumma and had some good nights out this week. Feeling happy so I give lot's of love to those who deserve it. Thanks y'all.

Just thoughts

"I’m keeping an eye on the future, an eye on the past, and the present in my pocket, just in case I need a door"-Brandon Boyd <3

Really enjoying the comforts of my bed and DVDs after having an awesome summer with some awesome people. It's finally caught up on me but I don't regret one thing.

Yuk, I've been very ill these past 2 days. Not cool. I've also been sorting out my uni stuff...there's alot more to think about when living alone than I first thought. Conditioner for example! I've spent the last 18 years basically believing that stuff just appeared naturally in the shower for when I needed it. Turns out I have to buy it.

Going out on Thursday for the last time with eeeeveryone. Should be good. Too much to be thinking about right now. I'm young and a girl, I just want to fall in love and shit like that.

Insomnia

Just finished watching Dez's "Something wicked this way comes" tour and whoaa look at the time (nearly 5am). My sleep pattern is well and truly fucked after not having a night in once this entire week. Definitely been enjoying the night time and not waking up til well into the daytime.

Don't remember much from Thursday night thanks to that crazy black bottle of vodka, but I DO remember being told that I have the "prettiest nose ever seen". Thanks! To add to the list of crazy stuff that occurred this week, my friend falling into a pond has to be a winner for the week. If not the best moment of my life.

Royworld-Man in the Machine, Marmaduke duke-Rubber lover, Incubus-Are you in, various Biffy Clyro and Robots in Disguise-Sex has made me stupid are all my top songs right now and I can't stop listening! Incubus and Red Hot Chilli Peppers remind me how good bands can really get.

I have a feeling tomorrow is going to be bad. Something is going to happen, I'm gonna hear something, someones gonna do something or it'll just be an incredibly depressing day all round. I'll bet anyone five GBP! :/ But I'm feeling relatively good so ready to just say fuck you or fuck it. I'm getting a tattoo.

Anywayyyy, gonna stick on my ipod + speakers and try get some sleepies.

Is there something wrong
You're here, but you're already gone
And i know, it's another world
And you shout, only to be heard
You're saying I'm just so cynical
I didn't know anything

C u next tuesday

We are an example of,

why not to fall in love

It takes a turn and then it hurts

more than you could dream of.

Good week, apart from my mind is still failing to work out a few things. Looking through all my old blogs I realise things have changed so much! Bringing me to now where I'm really not that happy. Wishing it was July again.

I would type loads of good things that have happened this week but I'm not feeling it. Oh, I can't NOT mention Tom falling into a pond, just thinking about that cheers me up. Have so much I want to say and do today. The idea of seeing someone just isn't going to happen cos there'd probably be excuses. Really really really down.

:'( :'(

SWEET

Think I must do something wrong in my sleep cos I have counted at least 3 people who have decided to be grade A's today. One of which has by coming out with some ridiculous statement that I don't know whether to believe or put down to them just trying to be awkward. Probably the latter and I'd rather it was that anyway. I've never really liked Sundays anyway...

I have Sangria and Rose waiting in my sisters mini fridge for tomorrow night at Toms house and going out Thursday as ever :) Quite looking forward to my foreign friend comin' over to stay, I dunno how impressed they'll be with around here. Excited!!

I love this little film, not just because you can see Noel naked (minus the elephant thong).

Don't touch me

I can live without you but without you I'll be miserable
Your all that I hoped I'd find in every single way

I have much love for Noel Fielding + Julian Barrat again! I missed their tinkers.

Loving the sun, I've been sat outside the White Lion with friends for a few hours enjoying it. Tomorrow should be good as I can see some people i haven't seen in a while and get dressed up and catch myself a chav for the evening. It's become a standard thing.