Saturday, 30 October 2010


I got interogatted today! These are the most interesting questions I guess.

-Would you rather get stabbed or shot? And why?

Stabbed probably. I don't like the idea of getting stabbed and I always thought getting shot would be quicker but I heard that a bullet spins round and pulls skin/flesh/or whatever organs it goes past with it... sounds more painful to me. Plus, there's a chance I could get stabbed by a really stupid person who has no aim or strength.

-What do look for appearance-wise in a boyfriend?

Tall, dark hair usually (though blondes like John James are all good), more over to the skinny side but still looking healthy and boyish and hair is VERY important-lot's of it. Also, it's good if they have something quirky and cute about them...e.g. a cute nose ;)

-What about in their personality?

Being funny! Someone who makes me laugh is a definite! Chilled out...but not so chilled out that they don't seem to care about anything. Aaannd...likes going out places drinking, are social and enjoy getting along with people and meeting new people. I like a boy who is slightly mischevious too.

-Something you don't like in a boyfriend?

PESTERING! Someone who is too soppy and follows you around or acts like a kicked puppy. I like attention but not the sort that makes me feel sick.

- Why is someone who plays piano called a pianist but someone who drives a race car not called a racist?

Because racist means someone who has a problem with black people so that could cause a bit of trouble...?

-What do you think about getting drunk with someone you're seeing?

It's great. As long as the person I'm seeing isn't someone who ruins their lives in one evening or turns into a wetty after having one drink then what's the problem?

-Do you prefer French people or English people?

I can have a longer lasting friendship with an English person cos the conversation doesn't run out after asking the basics (how are you? where do you live? what is your name?...)but I love being around French people because they are sweeeettt and pretty fit ;) They have a nicer language and they just seem to enjoy themselves.

-Would you rather get attack by 50 duck sized horses or 1 horse sized duck?

1 horse sized duck. Cos then I'd give it to my mummy who'd make a roast dinner for the masses :)

Thursday, 28 October 2010

Phewf :)

It's been a while since I came on here, and looking back at my last few post's I'm glad to say thing's have perked up since then. Thankgod...and it's Halloween!
Although, I'm totally running out of things to say so I might stop using this...I had alot more to say in Summer but now it's getting cold and dark so my weeks are taken up by working, magazines, music, standard nights out and online shopping. Got a lovely new shiny video camera on the way!
It's a bit annoying that someone had to bring up and remind me of something today that I didn't want to be reminded of. After moving on, you don't want to be put back thinking of someone again.

Errr ran out of things to say, hope this was somehow enlightening...;)
Bye :)

Sunday, 17 October 2010


Dad, please get better soon :'(

I want to leave. I have had hardly any sleep, cos suddenly things just went bad. I'm watching Russell Brand's "Shame" DVD and trying not to think about all the big and small problems and events that have happened in the past week. Any texts/love would be much appreciated...

Work tomorrow til 3. If anyones free after that then let me know. Hopefully on Monday I can go for a caramel hot chocolate with Bee, Tom and Giles in Worcester and this shit will have cleared up by then.

Saturday, 16 October 2010


"I've got 5 fingers on each hand for every mistake that I made."

I hate some people, but really love the others, it's become that simple.

Thursday, 14 October 2010

bearz This song is amazing and it reminds me of the girl in the picture above (partly cos she showed it me). I know it reminds her of something/someone else but I'm just saying now it's OUR song to me.

I'm writing this purely out of boredom as I should be dressed up and out right about now. Not going out means I have near enough 70 quid for tomorrow night which is a little dangerous in my hands ;).
Oh yeah, getting really annoyed at certain comments and how uptight people are getting about music. If I want to listen to a song, no matter how "shit" it is, I'll still listen to it...even if it really upsets you cos you're trying your utter hardest to stick it to Radio 1 and it interrupts your pool game. It doesn't mean I don't have the capacity to appreciate good music...sometimes (most times) I'd just rather chill out and chat about other things
Other than that I'm really happy. Getting a bit fidgety and missing kisses and things like that.

Saturday, 9 October 2010

Wish right now?

I'm not sure if I want to go out tonight or save it for tomorrow. Winter gets me down, as its a bit lonely AND I was shocked to see someone has already got a Santa Clauss model peering out their window! But I'm happily liking someone right now. I hope now it's chillier, there'll be more houseparties, wine and staying up all night but in the warm rather than outside ;)

Someone text me a funny joke or something whilst I go smoke this neat little rollie I've just made. Boring old loneliness.

Sunday, 3 October 2010

So much I

I have had a wonderful evening but tonight was not that evening. Thought I could come on here and write out all my feelings until they maybe made sense but nahh.

Instead, been thinking about and discussing my tattoo design, and I remember when I was younger I always wanted angel wings. Looking back, I think I misjudged that and realised I'd regret it at some point in the next 50 years so I've gone with a more cosmic design. Hopefully, I'll get it done alongside Bee when we've both decided what we definitly want.

I have to say how much I love the Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Since being the first band I ever saw live when I was about 13, I can still listen to the "By the way" album and be lovin every song.

Missing lotsa people who are now scattered all over the country. After suddenly dropping all respect I have for some people and just wondering why they are how they are, I could do with a Mighty Boosh night or something! Thanks tosserrrr.