I can't keep up with you, I can't keep up

"Cos I'm wasted, I'm face down on the floor, can't take anymore, gave it all away, lately I can't find my eyes, help me realise that I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love"

Pretty much sums up the past few days, particularly the bit about the floor. Those lyrics are from a song called "Charlotte", coincidence?

Watched "Lucky Number Slevin" the other day thinking any film that was advertised with Josh Hartnett in just a towel for a whole 5 minutes had to be good. It was. Finally getting some money for doing some (well actually alot of) writing. I promise it'll be a better standard than the writing on here.

It was pimms o clock at my house with Roxi, Becca and Anna on Thursday, and I think we did it bloody well. That night was just all around good. Can't wait to do it all next Thursday!!

Why can't I stop thinking about someone?!?!

Oh please..

I'm not in a good mood. Something is bothering me and I really don't want to be bothered. Sometimes I hate dealing with other people, because it can upset me, and I don't want that. Lucky I realise this though so I can have fun tomorrow night with my friends, cos I do like dealing with them.

Since writing the above paragraph I have ordered quite a nice amount of new clothes which has cheered me up by like 30%. Seeing Toy Story 3 and Inception would be good, I feel like doing something fun and different.

I wish I was Edie Sedgwick, she may be dead but at least she was gorgeous.

what I really want right now?

Alot of things but a cigarette would be good right now

The list of bands I want to see is getting longer and that needs seeing to, plus there are now two films I'm desperate to see at the cinema. It's absolute chaos. No time for complaining though as I'm excited for the week ahead and creating my own kind of drink.

France, romance, sangria and pricks

This years holiday could've been the best I've ever had. I never expected myself to drink sooo much sangria and meet such awesome people that I'm going to/already do miss a lot. One certain person in particular...

Although I always knew it would be lame leaving, coming home has made me realise how much I DON'T want to be here. Not because of the shitty weather or lack of cocktails but because of a few people here and how unsure of things they've suddenly made made me feel. Wow, can't some people be Grade A nob'eds.

That aside, tomorrow night is looking good already, and I can't wait to get the drinks on in my bedroom and go to Worcester for the first time in two weeks. Hells yeah.

Mmm

I've gone from The Plough in Upton, to Velvet Lounge, to a (terrifying) plane journey, to swimming in the sea, getting bitten by a fish and finally ending up sitting here in a bar with a massive glass of Sangria. No sleep since 11am yesterday. I surprise myself sometimes.
Can't say I'm missing England too much ;)
I do wish I could see someone though :)

Bye :)

I'm off to party with the French/Spanish people at the end of this week + can't wait. Everytime I go to our apartment I always end up drinking and swimming (sometimes at the same time) with the French. Was even lucky enough to befriend a Kanye West lookalike last time with Bea ;)

Shall miss everyone and my incredibly unhealthy lifestyle until I get back hopefully with a bangin' tan.

I'm especially going to miss Danny Peaks but hey, absence makes the heart stronger. We do everything for eachother and are so alike. I love him especially when he gives me his clothes...

..oh wait

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now

What a good week :) Last night was sophisticated on the street's of Malvern with plastic wine glasses and lots of wine + a firework display, night before was a good night in Worcester town, Tuesday was just hilarious and Monday destroyed my lungs. Guess I could say the company has been pretty cool too :)

I'm going on holiday so I hope next week can be just as good.